I am alright.

I want to be ok. I would love to be able to get up with a purpose. I realize soon after I have my purpose I will wish for more free time. I need to make myself realize this is ok for now. It will look different soon and for the time being I need to be ok. It doesn't have to be great or special, it can just be alright. Enjoy my time, do things I normally wouldn't have time for, spend time with my family. I will try to make this time ok, even though it is so easy to not be.