I feel depression creeping upon me again as the weekend arrives...
I feel desperation for a conversation including other aspects than watch dog dad's and glories and grips of six year olds...
I feel my heart aching for something, anything, to make it feel anything other than what it has of late...
I feel lost...
I feel anticipation for finally having plans (despite their minority)...
I feel tired of feeling unable to control my emotions...
I feel unable to articulate these feelings to anyone and that makes me feel frustrated for communicating them to a computer instead...
I feel lonely...
I feel angry for being who I currently am...
I feel regret for putting myself out there and getting rejected...
I feel frustrated for not trying harder...
I feel stupid for letting thought-less activities drown out my pain...
I feel sick...
I feel I should be excited for break, but am not...
I feel strange I don't want to be more exposed...
I feel I want to be creative...
I feel dumb for expressing these feelings over and over again and still can't figure it out...
I feel most of all exhausted from feeling these ways and at a loss for finding a way to make it stop.
I feel I'm going to take a walk...
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